Decision In Yo Lyfe

There always gonna be alot resistor for every decision you would make. What matter is they are all mean beyond the world to you, you dont wanna disappoint them yet you have your own choice, you start to think to yourself deeply, try to take the middle way to please both side, you and your resistor that you love.

You put for dear life effort just to ensure yourself that your decision is worth your future, think hard about what's gonna happen ahead, best result or worst feedback you may get, think about how hard the rock you have to devastate or how hard you breath to survive in the middle of ocean. Also imagine how happy you are when you get top position you've been dreaming of. But deep inside your heart, you know you are not really sure about this decision.
Yet you keep convincing yourself, push yourself too hard for enjoying what this decision could bring to your life but you yourself know exactly what your heart scream out.

All your thoughts, circumstances and all stuff that moment finally got you insecure. Unconsciously the time for  decision have its limit whereas you haven't make any decision. And who knows what happen then? You missed the chance!

"HAHAHA" that voice came from your heart, laughing yourself off!
Why? Because you have wasted your own time to think of something crap.
Then you regret, yes you still have so many chance to make another decision but it is somewhat late!
it feels like a balloon that filled with water but exceed the capacity, you could just explode any time soon.
you keep smiling yet your heart keep moaning.

A lesson learned.

You shouldn't have considered too much what your lovely resistor suggested, yes it's good to have some suggestion for reference, but if it up to rule your mind you will end up with nothing.

Live your own life, i often read tweet from one of my friend in twitter that if you do something you don't like is a sin, now i fully agree with that quotes.
you no need to worry about what the future may hold because you are doing something that you love, it's your decision!
Remember life is short.
Moreover, seems like you forget one most important thing, you have GOD!
God has a plan and a best result for every decision yo make (but doesn't mean you no need to do your best dude), so don't be scared.
Your problems are big but God is bigger than anything!

So galz, from this second on promise yourself to do anything you love, but if it's such an absolute to do something you don't like then try to love it slowly (you know which case i mean).
I am sure you are mature enough to think all of the consideration, but put yourself first in every decision!



yess guys you know what, write down the theory is easy but to apply it in real life is wooohh what should i say? Most difficult.
Because chasing dream is not only about make decision but also about all the possibilities you would experience after you decide it.
it can come from outside and inside.
Yupp inside, for example : Mageritis alias penyakit males gerak.

YA YA YA all the appearance above is about me advising to myself.
BLAH NGOK